Anxiety

Yarg, I’m so tired of work stressing me out. Yes, I realize that everyone’s job is stressful, but mine’s been doing double duty and carrying over into my everyday life – not that I have much of an everyday life anymore, what with working 16 hour days, 7 days a week. But what little time I do get off is peppered with so much stress that I’m almost always unable to let it go and calm down long enough to get it together to play as hard as I work, and it really interferes with my life.

If you can’t calm down, you can’t play and enjoy the game or work out, you just can’t, and it’s bad enough that preformance anxiety over my job carries over into everything else, and I end up psyching myself out and ruining my recreational time for myself. I wish I had the cash for something like AbsoluteCalm to help me out with this, because I need something to sooth my nerves a bit so I can focus on my game instead of the tension build up before hand. Plus it’s an all natural product and it won’t hinder preformance, so I wouldn’t have to worry about that, which would be icing on the cake.

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