Night Terrors

Whoo, no sleep for me apparently, lol. I finally got too tired to stay awake and I ended up tossing and turning the whole time, nightmares, the whole shebang. I’ve been having these really realistic dreams that I’m back taking care of my abusive stepdad like I used to. He’s been dead over a year and a half and I still have the nightmares, chronically, like I’m being punished or something.

I’ve just got too stressful a life, I think. I’m always under so much damn pressure that it spills over into my sleep and I’ve got an array of nightmares that go with it, and I’m really just tired of it. I wish I could sway my dreams somehow so that I wasn’t scared or hurt or stressed in them, heck I’d give up dreaming altogether if I could because this is ridiculous.

I know it seems like such a twinky thing to whine about, but it’s really causing me some serious issues and screwing with my head a little bit. I dunno what to do.

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