Beautiful Dreamer

You know, with all of the things that are wrong with me that I haven’t been able to get checked out by a doctor due to both lack of time and money ( add lack of a car or other transportation on top of that ), on thing I’ve been dealing with lately that’s been driving me batty is my sleeping issues.

See, I don’t sleep well. I never have. The reason I don’t sleep well, or one of them, is that at some point during the night I wake up unable to breathe for what seems like forever because during the time I was asleep my body just decided to stop breathing. It’s painful and it almost always ends in a choking fit that hurts my throat and my lungs for hours afterwards, and on top of that I can rarely get back to sleep.

I don’t know for sure that this is sleep apnea, but I’m pretty certain it is or it’s something like it. I wish I could find out more about this disorder but, like I said, going in to see a doctor about my problem is out of the question so I have to rely on the information I can find on the internet.

I wish I had the money to go into a treatment center like the ones you can find out about over at over at SleepDisorderGuide.com, which is a directory of many websites for hospitals and doctors all over the country who specialize in sleep disorders and can even cure some of them, but for now I think I’ll have to settle for just living with it.

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